Drowning (single)

by D4C

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1.
Drowning 03:27
Not sure what I am gon’ do These thoughts have got me postal Can’t do what I’m supposed to I’m tryna keep my mind true Try clear out all of the garbage The carnage, I fall without a harness Regardless, you hold me til I can’t breathe I’m grasping, there’s one thing that I’m asking Someone reach down quickly & come give me a hand so I can take a big breath Yet, all that happens is I am walked over & I must try to reach out & grab on the ledge But I am weak & discouraged, I’ve lost any progress, that I had made up until this I have my thoughts in a daze & my mind in a mourning, can’t tell which direction is which I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning Someone come & save me I’m home but I’m so lost I turn right, but it feels wrong Look inside, but feel left out I whisper, but I just shout I smile, but I’m in anguish Can’t stand it, I progress but can’t manage The damage, is making me unstable, It’s tragic, I need to find the answers Someone reach down quickly & come give me a hand so I can take a big breath Yet, all that happens is I am walked over & I must try to reach out & grab on the ledge But I am weak & discouraged, I’ve lost any progress, that I had made up until this I have my thoughts in a daze & my mind in a mourning, can’t tell which direction is which I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning Someone come & save me I’m sitting back, got my head spinning I dread living, Clutching on my last limits It’s unforgiving, Why can’t I keep grinning? I’m stuck sinning & feeling like I’m never winning I’m Always timid Depression seems to overtake My mind state I’m lost, stuck inside this cave I need escape I’m feeling trapped, can’t meditate Give me a break I’m drowning in this mental state Coz I’m feeling fake, I’m walking daily with a smile Yet I’m in denial Life has been like this awhile all My tears are dry I can no longer cry My face is in disguise But you can see truth in my eyes I’m on my knees screaming Someone please come and rescue me I need release from my demons Someone come set me free Heart’s pounding clutching to take a breath Someone save me from this mess Come take my hand, To cope from this stress I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning Someone come & save me
2.
Man I just feel so, feel so lost Dark days, cold nights
Bloody tears, from lost fights
Demeaning times, I hate life
Cut out my heart, like a surgical knife
Can I be stitched back together, makes things whole in me?
Or remain a carcass for the whole world to see?
What can I do? Lord help me please
I’m falling to the floor, down on bended knees I can not lie, I wanna die, homie I’m over this
Screaming at the sky, while I’m high waving my fist
The way the world done turned on me has got me really
And if I slit my wrists, would I even be missed? God I’ve cried in pain to you about a thousand times
You promised if I’m lost, peace of mind is mine to find
But can I be redeemed? Can I even come to you?
When I spent these years in mercy fearing on the run from you
God save me Prayin for the day that the good lord saves my soul Raise me up til I'm on my feet again I'm on my knees Weak Prayin for the day that the good lord brings me Redemption Dark days, cold nights,
Depressed state, I've lost sight
Shattered dreams, I hate life
Why always me? it's not right
Sitting here wondering what is wrong with me?
All these evil thoughts drowning, I can no longer see
What can I do? Lord help me please
I fall down to the floor, down on bended knees Lord I am struggling, these demons suffocate & torment my mind
They attack all my weakness, how can I beat this? please help me find
An answer, Lord give me strength
All this mess I can't comprehend
I try keeping it real, keep my head up and I try to conceal
Feel nobody cares, so I tend to not share and just hide how I feel
Release all my tension, on verses I spill on my pad & my pen
And step in the booth, to relieve my depression and help start again
Screaming out loud, This is my therapy
Every kick and snare and note to me is so heavenly
It is my remedy, my tendencies feed enemies
My inner me is killing and unfulfilling my legacy
Uh, What should I do next?
I need redemption, exemption to push on through this
Pursue with new steps, goals to help improvement
raise my head to the sky & pray overcome excuses The truth is, my mind is a real nuisance
Visions and nightmares, control the way I do things
Tormented since a young kid, you could call it stupid
Stuck under demons thumb prints, mind games to make me foolish
my mind’s my biggest weakness
the enemy took advantage
Sleeping at night I couldn't manage, he'd enforce his damage
I'd Wake with eyes staring back at me, it’s insanity
But the name of Jesus Christ, helped me rise above the agony Lord save me Prayin for the day that the good lord saves my soul Raise me up til I'm on my feet again I'm on my knees Weak Prayin for the day that the good lord brings me Redemption Lord help me, tell me where to go from here I need some answers, no longer can I live in fear No weapon formed against me, shall enslave me I pray for redemption, crying Lord please save me Please save me Prayin for the day that the good lord saves my soul Raise me up til I'm on my feet again I'm on my knees Weak Prayin for the day that the good lord brings me Redemption Look, i’m saying my prayers you hearing my cries 
i need a reply don’t need a surprise
of anything everyone telling me lies 
i’m buried in enemies energy died 
the memories tented so let me disguise 
the enemy recipe dry 
i’m coming from enemy lines 
i been so ahead of my time 
take me instead of my lines 
love me despite of my crimes
help me i’m fighting the odds 
and lately my line is declined 
and lately my tribe hit divide 
it’s crazy that i didn’t cry 
maybe i did maybe i tried 
maybe i’ll live maybe i’ll die 
maybe i did it for reasons that i can’t express
i’ve been depressed, i been with God i need redemption i been redeemed it’s still regime till the end of it all the standard we setting came after developing falls 
answer whenever he call i’m ready to build i’m ready to heal this medicine really been helping for real don’t worry i’m focused no percies for lil 
no bull id rather let hennessy spill. i know that my tendency ill i know that the remedy killed the old me slowly im running up enemies hills 
this road is lonely. 
i know who’ could never be real i know that my legacy lives. those who know me 
those who knew me 
they can not ever begin to notice how better he is. bet on me then. Yeah came out the ashes. had multiple crashes life has been evil now look at it backwards remember us fasting. and look at us now we still set the standard. 
just give up the crown i’m holding it down this been for gemeyl i pray and i smile i waited awhile if God is the judge i’m on with a trial if God in control the victory’ now Prayin for the day that the good lord saves my soul Raise me up til I'm on my feet again I'm on my knees Weak Prayin for the day that the good lord brings me Redemption
3.
Not sure what I am gon’ do These thoughts have got me postal Can’t do what I’m supposed to I’m tryna keep my mind true Try clear out all of the garbage The carnage, I fall without a harness Regardless, you hold me til I can’t breathe I’m grasping, there’s one thing that I’m asking Someone reach down quickly & come give me a hand so I can take a big breath Yet, all that happens is I am walked over & I must try to reach out & grab on the ledge But I am weak & discouraged, I’ve lost any progress, that I had made up until this I have my thoughts in a daze & my mind in a mourning, can’t tell which direction is which I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning Someone come & save me I’m home but I’m so lost I turn right, but it feels wrong Look inside, but feel left out I whisper, but I just shout I smile, but I’m in anguish Can’t stand it, I progress but can’t manage The damage, is making me unstable, It’s tragic, I need to find the answers Someone reach down quickly & come give me a hand so I can take a big breath Yet, all that happens is I am walked over & I must try to reach out & grab on the ledge But I am weak & discouraged, I’ve lost any progress, that I had made up until this I have my thoughts in a daze & my mind in a mourning, can’t tell which direction is which I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning Someone come & save me I’m sitting back, got my head spinning I dread living, Clutching on my last limits It’s unforgiving, Why can’t I keep grinning? I’m stuck sinning & feeling like I’m never winning I’m Always timid Depression seems to overtake My mind state I’m lost, stuck inside this cave I need escape I’m feeling trapped, can’t meditate Give me a break I’m drowning in this mental state Coz I’m feeling fake, I’m walking daily with a smile Yet I’m in denial Life has been like this awhile all My tears are dry I can no longer cry My face is in disguise But you can see truth in my eyes I’m on my knees screaming Someone please come and rescue me I need release from my demons Someone come set me free Heart’s pounding clutching to take a breath Someone save me from this mess Come take my hand, To cope from this stress I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning Someone come & save me

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released September 12, 2019

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