Not sure what I am gon’ do These thoughts have got me postal Can’t do what I’m supposed to I’m tryna keep my mind true Try clear out all of the garbage The carnage, I fall without a harness Regardless, you hold me til I can’t breathe I’m grasping, there’s one thing that I’m asking Someone reach down quickly & come give me a hand so I can take a big breath Yet, all that happens is I am walked over & I must try to reach out & grab on the ledge But I am weak & discouraged, I’ve lost any progress, that I had made up until this I have my thoughts in a daze & my mind in a mourning, can’t tell which direction is which I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning Someone come & save me I’m home but I’m so lost I turn right, but it feels wrong Look inside, but feel left out I whisper, but I just shout I smile, but I’m in anguish Can’t stand it, I progress but can’t manage The damage, is making me unstable, It’s tragic, I need to find the answers Someone reach down quickly & come give me a hand so I can take a big breath Yet, all that happens is I am walked over & I must try to reach out & grab on the ledge But I am weak & discouraged, I’ve lost any progress, that I had made up until this I have my thoughts in a daze & my mind in a mourning, can’t tell which direction is which I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning Someone come & save me I’m sitting back, got my head spinning I dread living, Clutching on my last limits It’s unforgiving, Why can’t I keep grinning? I’m stuck sinning & feeling like I’m never winning I’m Always timid Depression seems to overtake My mind state I’m lost, stuck inside this cave I need escape I’m feeling trapped, can’t meditate Give me a break I’m drowning in this mental state Coz I’m feeling fake, I’m walking daily with a smile Yet I’m in denial Life has been like this awhile all My tears are dry I can no longer cry My face is in disguise But you can see truth in my eyes I’m on my knees screaming Someone please come and rescue me I need release from my demons Someone come set me free Heart’s pounding clutching to take a breath Someone save me from this mess Come take my hand, To cope from this stress I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning I’m drowning Someone come & save me
Songwriter and producer CRFT celebrates his spirituality and family on this thoughtful debut LP, featuring Blu, nobigdyl, and more. Bandcamp New & Notable May 10, 2022
